and he means everything to her .. <3

alyb_x3 @ 2007-07-24T12:11:00

2007-07-24T16:11:50Z

once again nothing i do ever makes anyone
not even myself happy.

and i think im dropping outta college
AWESOME =/

alyb_x3 @ 2007-05-06T10:25:00

2007-05-06T14:36:01Z

lately things have went from bad to good
nicole's home for the summer
& that right there makes everything better
the fact that shes not an hour away
and i can see her more then just friday-sunday
and that in august we're getting our apartment
just seems to help when ever he pisses me off
or annoys the shit outta me or is just a pain in the ass

yea you'd think that with all that said i'd have a boyfriend
hah right just an annoying boy who wont leave me alone
and gets mad at me for everything i do and say
who only wants to see me at 2 in the morning
probably because i'm not good enough to be seen with during the day
and i wonder why i'm so stressed out all the time
he drives me crazy but for some reason
i can't stop. it's like i need him or something
AND I SHOULDN'T. I NEED TO STOP THIS
before i do something stupid like fall for his ass again =/
i wish i could be mean to you. things would be a lot easier

exams are this week. and well i haven't been able to study
and well i really need to =) cool

today im spending the day with marina nicole
lunch & shopping <3 im excited and i love her
then biking with nicole and mikayla
then home to study my life away for geography & history
3 papers and memorizing 200 answers
mm what a fun day =)

xoxo =[

alyb_x3 @ 2007-04-18T23:16:00

2007-04-19T03:22:53Z

dear friday night around 6ish,

i am begging you
please come super fast
im having a week from hell
and i really just need my best friend
and about 100 beers =)

love alyssa

basically i kinda suck at making myself happy lately
so thats pretty cool i guess
other than that .. ive been crying a lot
and keeping a lot inside me once again
and its about to burst out
last time i did this i got so stressed
i ended up in the emergency room
good job alyssa way to learn from mistakes
IM SO GOOD AT THIS THING CALLED LIFE ITS REDIC

not.

whatever hopefully sleepin through the night
please stay outta my dreams tonight. thanks&hearts;

alyb_x3 @ 2007-04-14T19:39:00

2007-04-14T23:40:50Z

is it normal for one individual
to make you feel 2 completely opposite things
like killing yourself & smiling?

thank you asshole ;;
for not only stressing the fuck outta me
but also confusing the shit outta me
along with making me second guess myself

life made so much more sence when you were gone
so do us all a favor and crawl back in your ike hole
and get outta my life or
atleast tell me what you want from me
it would make me a lil happier

I HATE THAT I CANT HATE YOU =/

alyb_x3 @ 2007-04-09T13:46:00

2007-04-09T17:52:54Z

school is stressing me out
and my family is frustrating
what else is new?

i feel like no matter how hard i try
I'm not gonna pass my classes
and ill never make it to Saginaw
guess i have myself and my dad to thank
I'm not my brother
i just gotta tell myself i can do this
its all i want .. to get away and be myself
with my best friend at my side
i think it will do me a lot of good

my family and friends just want me to be happy
and then don't want me to get hurt
and i understand that more than anything

i just with that it wasn't so hard

i wish there was someone else out there
someone else to get my mind off of asshole

I'm trying really hard believe me
this is so much harder than i thought it would be =/

alyb_x3 @ 2007-04-03T23:32:00

2007-04-04T03:33:19Z

honestly whats wrong with me?!

alyb_x3 @ 2007-04-01T23:45:00

2007-04-02T03:52:39Z

one of the best weekends i've had in a really long time =)
and i needed it after a long week of work and school

friday after work i raced home real quick
picked up my dinner to go and headed up to saginaw
got there around 8ish and bummed around a bit
headed over to some steppin thing
which would have been better if i could see oh well
back to nicole's for girls night #1

saturday after an amazing breakfast
cooked by myself and nic believe it or not
we were off on a hunt for a lil somethin somethin
for ourselves since we deserved it =)
made a pretty good dinner for ourselves + her roomies
and started our second girls night
watched some movies w/the captain & whitney
then retired in nicole's room for some interesting convos
fell asleep around 5ish maybe?

made another delish breakfast this morning
and then headed back off to the mall =)
left there around 230ish for home
and have been studying, well trying to atleast all afternoon

all in all it was a successful weekend
& im pretty much in love w/my fellow striker =D

alyb_x3 @ 2007-03-28T23:00:00

2007-03-29T03:05:19Z

so 1 more full day until friday
and i couldnt be more excited for the weekend
spending it in saginaw w/the bestie =)

after the past 3 weeks
jam packed with nothing but stress
i need a nice weekend away from home
&& what better way to spend it
then drinkin my problems away
with the only person who understands
why i feel like this =)
<b>LOVEYOUNIGGY</b>

im trying my hardest to be stronger
and with everything in my its gonna work
one day ill be happy
just gotta sit tight for a lil while longer

_goodnight&hearts;

alyb_x3 @ 2007-03-28T12:46:00

2007-03-28T16:50:21Z

i hate that i'm allowing you to control my emotions again
i didnt like being this person 2 years ago
and i definitely don't like it now
i don't know what to do anymore
i've been trying so hard to stay strong
guess its not working as well as i hoped
and i'm not as strong of a person that i thought
this is ridiculous & not normal to feel like this
i'm the only one to blame for this
and that makes things that much worse

can someone please tell me what to do
because i can't handle it on my own anymore </3

alyb_x3 @ 2007-03-26T01:17:00

2007-03-26T05:19:09Z

why is this happening to me?

gotta wake up in about 3 hours
and im not tired

thanks asshole =[

be with me or get outta my life for good

i cant do this anymore
i was doing soo well until BAM

i'm better off with out you
i think=/

time to stop the tears from falling

2007-03-25T14:56:47Z

extra stressful
and full of stupid surprises
my life in a nutshell.

new attitude :: FUCK EVERYTHING
lately honestly nothing matters
not the attitude to have i guess
but it gets me through days
with less tears.

i find myself going off in a daze
and only thinking of one person
and to be honest it kinda scares me a little
i dont wanna be the person i was 2 years ago
falling for stupid boys who are just
going to break my heart in the end
and im trying so hard not to ..
but he makes it so easy for it to happen =/.

mommys birthday was yesterday
one more year =( were already up to 16
its crazy to believe. miss her life crazy
and love her more than ever <3

nicole and her mommy came with me yesterday
i thought it would be hard then i realized
nicole is the closest thing to a sister ive ever had
and her mom is my second mom WITH OUT A DOUBT
and at the end of the day i wouldnt have wanted to do that
with anyone other then the 2 of them
they both mean the world to me and yesterday ment even more
im glad they got to meet her & i know she loved them.

after spending some time with momma
we went off to a million places
lots of laughs and i love them to pieces
then home to shower & dinner with shelly robin & girls
back to nicoles and well basically were following gut instincts from now on =)
came home kinda early and passed out right away

shopping with shelly for erins wedding today
and then more time with my mommy O:)<3

ever and always // all my love♥

alyb_x3 @ 2007-03-19T22:15:00

2007-03-20T02:21:18Z

life has never been so stressful
i dont know what to do anymore seriously
things just dont make sense
and its basically driving me crazy

recently i have realized who my true friends are
and i wouldnt know what to do w/o any of them
it kinda sucks its taken me this long
but im glad ive finally gotten rid of people
that i would have given everything to
and gotten nothing back in return

schools school and thank god its almost over
svsu in the fall maybe? not sure yet
for sure in january tho and im pretty excited for that
lovin my job still minus a few parents
but hey yur not gonna get along with everyone right?

i live for my weekends
spent with my best friend
because its the only time i get to see her
its really hard going w/o seeing her everyday
atleast we talk but things are different
counting down the days until summer
and then EVERYTHING will get back to normal
i love you nicole thank you for everything

might start using this more again
not really sure yet?
just kinda needed to get away from math for a few
♥

alyb_x3 @ 2006-06-12T16:56:00

2006-06-13T00:00:54Z

for the past god knows how long
ive been pretty fucking miserable
things have gotten extremly hard
and im not sure how ive gotten
through it all =/ everythings
messed up. im pushing ppl away again
and i wish i knew how to help myself

nicole thank you for everything
you have helped me so much && i
have no idea what id do w/o you
in my life right now .. you are
truly my best friend and i love
you more than anything <3

went to rascal flatts on friday
and lets just say it was on of
the best days ive had in a VERY
long time. they were amazing &&
very cute =*

weekend at nicoles helped a little
but theres always this certain thing
thats on my mind and i wish more than
anything that i could just let go
but i dont know if im not ready to
or if i already have but having these
thoughts in my head help me not get
hurt anymore .. idk but its really hard
and i wish i didnt have to do this alone
anymore ..

i'mmm baaackkk =D

2006-05-28T14:34:30Z

schools done and ive been with nicole
every freakin day and im having the time
of my life. since the middle of may ive
slept in my bed maybe 3 times and its
amazing.

went to the hoedown a few weekends ago
saturday to see clay walker but it wasnt
happening then back to nicoles just to
be our sweet selves =) then hoedown again
on sunday simply because it was a sunday
night and we were in the mood to see some
bums and walk around THE D O:)

tuesday after an amazing trip to SVSU
me and nicole got really cute && the
remainder of the night was a pretty crazy
im not gonna lie. and im just gonna leave
it at im now what youd call a slut ;) but im
pretty much 100% ok w/it because im havin
fun with everything ive done .. driving
from 10&1/2 to 24 WOO GOOD JOB BABY =*
vampire bites and a very interesting wake
up call .. but CRAZY nonetheless

thursday after our last day of dance for a
whole week =) me and nicole headed off to
mommy's for a very yummy dinner date &&
we then were off in a search for ice cream
but ended up with cute party glasses and
twizzlers instead =)

friday longest work day of my life .. but i
love my kids so it wasnt all that bad. i was
again off to nicole's we went grocery shopping
and then we were off on yet another one of our
random evenings. first bonfire with the most
annoying people ive ever met && then off to somewhere
i counldnt even tell you where but all im gonna
say about that is "just think of trees baby ;)"

last night i babysat and made the easiest money
ever and then today calls for beach i believe &&
lunch date with my favotire .. and then who knows
where we'll end up .. where ever the wind blows =P

happy new year <3

2006-01-04T21:29:46Z

*It's the End of the Year As We Know It*
In the beginning of 2005...
Did you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:	yea
How old were you?:	17
What was your outlook on the world?:	idk i was happy =]
How were you doing at school/your job?:	pretty good
What did you most look forward to?:	sb 05
Did you make New Year's Resolutions?:	probably
What was your biggest worry?:	college? i dont member
Who was your best friend?:	ashley & liz probably
What did you do with your spare time?:	dance
What did you do for fun?:	dance & party
In the middle of 2005-- the summer! (Or winter, for the aussies.)
Did you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:	nope
Had your outlook on the world changed?:	it didnt
What did you spend your summer(or winter) doing?:	hanging out w/friends and partyin
Did you get tan?:	for the most part
Who'd you hang out with, mainly?:	ashley brett vince && a few others <3
Did you go visit anywhere?:	just corn dick
What was your biggest worry?:	stinky boys
What was the most fun event that happened?:	august =[
And as the year drawns to an end...
And how's your relationship status now?:	not sure
How old are you?:	18
What major changes have happened since the year began?:	nothing really
Is your life any different from when it started this year?:	yea
What thing that happened stands out in your mind?:	august
How have you changed?:	for the better?
What was the most embarrassing moment?:	deffently cant pick one
When was your lowest point?:	november
Are you happy with how the year went?:	yes and no
What thing would you change if you could?:	my life in general
For 2006...
What do you plan to not do that you did this year?:	not let stinky boys get the best of me ..
Do you think it'll be better than this year?:	i hope so
Do you think it'll be WORSE than this year?:	could be but i hope not
What do you plan to do next year?:	get outta michigan
What are your pre-New Year's resolutions?:	dont have any
Who are you spending New Year's Eve with?:	i spent it w/ashley.sarah.kevin.and vince =]
And to wrap it up..
What one thing would you like to say as the year is almost done?:	eh.fuck you =]
Take this survey \| Find more surveys You've been totally Bzoink*d

alyb_x3 @ 2005-12-09T09:22:00

2005-12-09T17:23:28Z

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&& i love you alot too
k thanks for yur time bye♥

this shit is crazy sonn =O

2005-10-26T14:12:07Z

well i basically had a breakdown.
talked it out with ashley and then
had another one. but didnt tell anyone.

last night me and ashley went to kevin's
house for a little bit then visited Darren
at work like we always do. it was fun like
always. i love that kid. he cracks me up =]

today what a suprise i fought with my dad.
but this time it was really bad. i have to
start paying rent which is bull shit. and
if i raise my voice once more. hes kicking
me out. also bull shit. so if you want a
new member of your family, let me know ill
prolly need a place to stay tonight =\

supossed to work out with ashley tonight but
i dont know how well im going to pull that
off. then im home fighting with my dad about
all this bull shit and how he would NEVER do
this to my brother and im finally going to tell
him how i feel about being treated different
just because i have boobs and not a penis. b/c
thats the biggest bull shit he has ever pulled
and im sick of it.

tomorrow after class im working out with ashley
then getting my belly button pierced =D and then
i have dance. maybe stayin for ballet probably
because i basically will do anything to stay out
of my house. and i love all them girls alot soo
its not that hard staying an extra 400 hours there

friday who knows where ill be. but i have to work
and then im pretty much staying somewhere and getting
soo drunk that i cant even walk straight because i
need it soo much right now. saturday and sunday call
for probably the same thing O:)

and my alyssa benincasa. misses justin so much right
now its not even funny. hes all i think about. and
the hardest part is. if i called him today hed probably
ask me who i was and not know when i said alyssa =*[
why do i always do this to myself. seriously its soo
ridiculous i cant take it anymore. i shouldnt still
care about him and shouldnt still think about him..
and i sure as hell shouldnt still like him the way i
think i do. number one because he prolly doesnt remember
who i am. number two hes pretty much getting back with
his stupid whore of an ex. number three hes an asshole
number four he used and lied to me. number five hes
still in high school. number sex i dont know but i stil
like him and it needs to stop. why i get soo attatched
i dont know. but as of now its not that im attatched to
him. i just miss the summer alot. and i would give anything
to have it back. and that week was seriously one of the
funnest weeks ive ever had. and idk i just miss justin =[

and im done
♥ comment

after 4 years. i can finally say im over it =]

2005-10-16T16:37:13Z

Of all the things I believe in
I just want to get it over with
tears from behind my eyes
but I do not cry
Counting the days that past me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Looks like I'm starting all over again
The last FOUR years were just pretend and I say

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I love
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems like I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes till you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Ohhh yeah
It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time
I want whats yours and I want whats mine
I want you but I'm not giving in this time

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

We the stars fall and I lie awake
Your my shooting star

you we're the biggest waste of 4 years. i dont't know what i was thinking. but thanks for taking my high school years and making them complete shit. you're such an asshole and im SOO happy that not only have i found 4 guys better for me then you. but im 100% over everything i THOUGHT you were. and thats the best thing thats ever happened to me =]

who i am, hates who ive become =/

2005-10-07T17:18:08Z

tuesday i had class then i came home and stayed here pretty much the rest of the day. talked to tommy he makes me happy =]

wednesday after bio i went to ashley's. went to meijers. started going tanning. picked up my bro from football then actually went tanning. she went to work and i came home and did homework. talked to the regular kids and went to sleep.

thursday met nicole in the parking lot like always. went to ashleys. went tanning. back to her house. then to mine. she came with me to dance. bros game was canceled so we went to pizza hut and then back to her house. back to mine and burned some cds picked up some stuff for my dad couldnt figure how to sign something. got food then just chilled here for the rest of the night. took her home. got pissy and went to bed.

today vinne woke me up around 1130. dicked around. did some wash. getting ready to go shopping real quick. then packing and hopefully still going to ashleys for the weekend. dakota game tonight with ashley liz josh and some of his friends. then either a haunted house w/ them or back to ashley's for the night. dont know yet.

tomorrow ill prolly go to dance only because i feel kinda bad skipping. it all depends on how i feel and what time i wake up. then i believe its a g/f day and night for me with some good smoothies ;]

sunday = day at the barn
ill be there from about 10-5
can't wait. ash you owe me
a few more dance classes ;]

i like tommy alot =/ thats not good
and im nervous that my dads gonna
be gay about today and yesterday me
& ash figured out august1 was the day.
and i seriously miss him alot and i shouldnt </3

this is sooo crazy =*[

2005-10-03T21:38:02Z

so this weekend was nothing special.
friday i did nothing then worked. came home Ashley came over and then we went with Brian to some bon fire for the evening.

saturday danced then came home showered real quick went to work. it was pretty cute. then after i came home changed then we me and Ashley went over to Brian's house. hung out with Adam and Mike. fun fun. left and met Wayne and James at Fernhill and played in the parking lot. back to Brian's house then over to Ashley's. ended up in Jessica's back yard and i'm cute but not in a lesbian way =]

sunday i did some homework then it was off to work. nothing special your typical chaldean party. got hit on by nasty greeks. and danya made me laugh alot <3

today i had school. went tanning with Ashley. ate ice cream w/my bro. talked to Stacy and i missed her =] dance in a little bit then who knows i think a tutor session with Joe ;]

the rest of the week i have no idea.
its just one of them last minute shit
but this weekend = FUNNN
weekend at Ashley's and NOO PARENTS =*
friday is a night of sex minus me =/
oh well. saturday dont know. i might go
to dance im not sure yet. then sunday
i dont know but im excited =]

so much has been happening in our school district its crazy. first justin. then mike. then mr hill. and now jenny and nick. its crazy. the nicest people in the world gone =[ its hard to believe that i was playing tag and hide n seek with nick and now hes in the hospital. i cant even imagine. the scary part is that its all people i went to school with or could have. jsut thinking about it makes me wonder. whens it my turn? you know. its soo sad. i just wanna cry thinking about it. anyone that needs ANYTHING im here for you. we all need to stick together through this.

RIP --
Justin McBryar
Mike Cole
Mr. Hill
Jenny Stano

and Nick // i'll never stop praying for you

~ only the good die young =*[

haven't been here in a while ...

2005-09-27T03:39:53Z

so i've been grounded since last tuesday. it alll ends tomorrow. too bad ive been out every day since then.

wednesday // ashley called me. so i went and got her. we came here chilled for a few. back to her house jessica came over and we all chatted and at some cupcakes. then back to my house. took her home around 530 and i went home and stayed in the rest of the night.

thursday // during break me and ashley went to panera for lunch. then i went to psyc he lost my test >:| chatted like usual and then after i headed to ashleys we went and got her hair done. then to taco bell to visit darren. i went to dance, talked to daniielle, were good so as long as that dramas outta the way its all good. didnt stay basically because i didnt feel like it. went to kevin's and talked with him and ashley, back to ashleys house. target to get jewlery for ashley then to darrens car to talk. then i came home for the night

friday // home all day by myself did some homework and played with my makeup. ashley came over to visit. then i picked up my bro. got ready then went to tara's house. went with nicole tara and laura to the ike/ford game. ahh justin played good <3 why i like him i still dont know but i do, ahh soo cute. then after the game me and nicole raced to her car, ran from the cops and waited for laura and tara to finish what ever they were doin. pit stop at mcdonalds for some potty time and food. dropped laura off at home then stopped at nicoles friends house. back to taras to pick up my car. and i pretty much hanging out with them girls and i love them all with my life <3 then i came home. ashley and kevin came over. chilled in my garage until about 12 they left and i passed out.

saturday // dance 930-12 came home showered and got ready off to work at 330 it was fun i guess. after i went to ashleys house. we went over to jessicas and hung out in her backyard. ahh love her. funny as fuck. walls and brian schulte called. they came over. we went to some pool place and what ever. got in a pretty bad mood bc some ppl randomly hate me now =[ then w/e everyone left so me and asley were forced to play. we all went back to ashleys house until 2ish i came home and went to bed.

sunday // had some fun with Ryan. then got ready and went to work at 3 easy night. wish it was like that every night. came home around 10 and basically went to bed.

then today // school and then over to ashley's house. watched tv then went home. picked up my bro from footy football then it was off to dance. talked with tara and laura for a while then had jazz it was interesting. went to ashleys after then it was off to where else. taco bell. ate and w/e then i came home. broke my computer and did some homework. Ryan's comin over and were eating ice cream then im going to bed im soooo tired.

xO_ goodnight

good luck thursday and friday boys
dakota doesnt have anything on us

i'm sleeping my way out of this one with anyone who will lie down

2005-09-19T03:07:21Z

my weekend was pretty sweet?
naww it was nothing like i planned
oh well deffently had some fun timess <3

thursday -- after school i went to Ashley's house. fought with my dad so i went home washed my hair and got ready. picked up Ashley and went to utica for our Bro's football game. got screamed at. and i pretty much hate him now =\ =*[ saw Laura dance =] missed herr <3 also saw Kristen and Anna. ahh cutieeesss =D they got cheated outta their win and were all sad.met Darren and his friend Matt at Coneys after pretty much always a fun time soo yea that was cute. dropped Ashley off at home. came here chatted with bro and dad about the game then talked to Anthony <3 and went to sleep =]

friday -- brought Ashley Liz and Jackie lunch. went shopping for my Lezzy's present. came home watched hunny. Ashley came over. then Liz came and got us. we went to get Liz's dress then to Josh's house to show his mom. then back to my house. only to leave and get my bro from football Ashley's to get my shirt. my house to take a shower yea both of us together ;] me her and Liz got ready headed to the chippewa / ike game. caw all our friends like Adam Amen Vince Brett Kari Steve Mike Matt and idk alotta other kids. talked to Christina. Tj and Vinnie. lmao i love them. chippewa lost by one =[ got dinner. came home and then kevin came over we sat outside in the freezing rain and then we came inside because i FINALLY said we could. hah sorry guys..he left and we talked. then Brian and Matt came over went back outside. then in Matts car. i left around 5 to go to bed. they all stayed out.

saturday -- dance from 930 until 12ish. class is bad kaytey and danielle are pretty much the only ones i like. i think. not so much anymore >:| came home washed the floor. talked to Ashley. we dont hate eachother =D then went to the bowling alley for Avianna's birthday party it was cute. little girls annoying but they love me so its all good. ew got yelled at for NOTHING then i got pissy and depressed. went to Shelly's parents for cake and presents then home to get ready. took a nap and then did my hair over to Ashley's to have story time and do my make up.. then it was over to David's house. talked with him Zorana and Leann. then Natalie and Bree came over. we all got in the cars and went to clutch. uhm church =P danced a lil got touched by about 400 mexicans. then dad bitched at me so David brought me to my car. came home and went to bed

HapPy BirtHday LeaNn // i Lovee YouuU
hAd a BlasTT Bc yuR baSicAlly mY bEst FrieNd ;]

today -- woke up at 11. studied bio for a little bit then got ready for work. big slut party. there from 2-830. drove Bree home. visited Ashley for a few minutes. Anthony and Joey stopped by. i love them =] tried to study more. gave up..i basically dont care right now and im stressed and upset sooo i dont think i could keep my mind on biology anyways.

we took pictures on friday. it was fun. if i wasnt so tired id post them. maybe tremo =]
goodnight _ leave some lovee ♥

ahh my weekend // best ever. can't wait <3

2005-09-13T16:05:31Z

so yesterday. i was with ashley and my homework all day.it was alotta fun i like her alot. probably getting kicked out of dance because i suck at showing up because they never told me what times any of my classes are. oh well dads making me quit any ways i think so what ever =]

today im with the girls again. and getting a new car for the rest of the week. and by new car i mean. our mustang or dads explorer. hell yeaa =] makin shirts w/the girls

"we don't like ike"
lmao who thinks like that? deffently only Liz and who goes along with it? deffently me and Ashley =] ah i have the greatest best friends ever <33

wednesday i have to clean my room. thats my punishment for doing what i did on saturday. 1 day i have to stay at home. probably wont but my dad will try his hardest

then the weekend starts for mee =]
thursday after school. me and ashley are goin to my bros football game. meeting natalie there i think. me and nataile will be sportin the brothers jerseys=] hopefully meeting some boys there too. ;]and maybe staying the night at ANTHONY AND JOEYS
because they might be coming home early <333

friday spending the whole day with Anthony Joey and Ryan then when Ashley and Liz get outta school. pretty much ditching the boys for them and we're going to the chip/ike game in our sweet shirts because we're pretty much awesome then who knows whats going on after.

saturday i have dance from 930-12 then i have avis bday party. after that i gotta get ready then me and the crew are deffently going to the club for LEZZYS BIRTHDAY =Dand my dads finally letting me go <3

sunday i have to work so oh well. then after that im going out to dinner with Anthony Joey and maybe Ryan b4 they leave me again =[

thats it bye♥

alyb_x3 @ 2005-09-11T03:52:00

2005-09-11T20:02:54Z

for the past god no's how long
i have been with ashley pretty
much every single day and i am
in love with her alot. besides
that, ive gotten over my emo
wanna kill myself stage and only
get like that when i think about
a cerain someone for a long time.
schools alright the ppl in my
classes are pretty sweet. and work
is still the happiest place on earth =]

last week i went to arts beats and eats
with my crew <3 it was alotta fun. seen
the free concert. danced a lil bit. seen
some frogs. and zorana likes to dance w/
ppl she doesnt know =] went out to eat
after to where else? yea club coney. it
was an amazing time and i like them alot!

started dance on thursday. and missed hiphop? oh well. i think i have a class on monday but im not sure. oh well. spent some time with nicole. shes sweet i like her alot. its good to have her to talk to about some stuff <33

friday i sat home all day. went shopping with ashley. picked up my bro from footy football.
went shoppin with shelly. ashley came over we went to mcdonalds. bro thought ash was drunk =X lmao good times kiddss. came here watched half baked. then we all passed out =]

yeasterday we were woken up by the mexicans workin on the seamen outside. we went to arbys to eat. and then to the mall for some shopping were in there ohh about 10 minutes. picked upsome drycleaning. came home she did my hair && then we went to monica's wedding =] it was alotta fun. lemme just say i have some sweet cousins and i love kelly shannon and heather with my life <3

today i slept for half of it. doing homework for a good portion. and then hanging out with ashley.

bye♥

alyb_x3 @ 2005-08-31T10:47:00

2005-08-31T14:51:01Z

i don't know why.

but i seriously miss you alot

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